I;m in a situation

[Listening To: tapping of Tina’s keyboard – I’m at work]

Umm. You know how I was going to back off from Dave? Well. I started to, and then he was all sweet and interested again, so I didn’t, but then he started the whole standing me up thing again and yeah. So I started to detach, and in doing so I’ve been hanging out with Jew a lot lately.

last night I went to Jew’s after work and ended up staying until eight thirty. We had this massive D&M and I realised that I’ve kinda been developing feelings for him.

last night I got this Message from Dave, “I’d give anything to be in your arms right now.”

And I thought fuck.

Because I’d just received a message from Jew,
“I want you but you want Dave and he’s there so there you go.”

After we’d had a bit of a text D&M. so yeah. And if I didn’t like Jew this would be easy. But I have a feeling Dave’s just going to fuck me round some more so there you go.

Sigh.