oh my. worst timing ever. or best? I can’t decide.

haha, you all know the story. I assume. luke and I broke up. Or rather, he borke up with me. And I was that crying, snivelling pathetic ex, all "please, please, please take me back! I can change!" for a while. Actually, until very recently =]

anyway, Luke was always a bastard to me, ignoring me, ditching me, etc etc etc.

I’d always get heaps jealous when he’d be talking to or texting other girls, especailly when he called them ‘sweetie’ and ‘gorgeous’ and said ‘xoxo’. and he’d get mad at me for that.

"I’m single now, i can do what I want."

haha. so. I’m at the Telegraph. With Stacey (ohh, in other news, found out that Luke liked Stacey while we were going out and that’s why he borke up with me. ahem.) and Luke was there. And we’re drinking. luke is off texting some girl, as always. one of Stacey’s friends, knows Luke a bit, tells Stacey he thinks I’m gorgeous and Stacey gives him my number (ohyes, by the way, Dave is pretty damn fine lookin’ himself =])

So Dave starts texting me. Luke is trying to read over my shoulder, lol. Gets shitty because he sees the word ‘sweetie’. spends the rest of the night hugging me and trying to kiss me and telling me he loves me lololololol.

so jealous. It was annoying, really, but kind of funny, because it’s the most Luke’s ever cared before.
So Luke’s been texting me being nice trying to make plans and stuff and yeah, it’s almost hilarious because now I’ve been talking to dave I actually really like him and I’ve barely thought about Luke at all. And though i still love Luke, even if we did get back together nothing will have changed. at all. and I know that.

dave’s really nice, and pretty good looking, and I’m a sucker for a well-placed lip piercing as I’m sure you all know.  could probably never, ever, ever tell my parents if we went out though:

**Dave is twenty-three. not an issue for me, really, because we get along heaps well and haven’t noticed the age gap at all. Mother would disapprove. (she would also disapprove of the lip piercing.)

**Considering he spent his day "really high" smoking lots of pot, pretty sure he doesn’t have a job? i could be wrong.

**He.. has.. well. Kids.
heh.
two daughters. One is three, Scarlett, and lives in Brisbane with her mother. The other, Willow, is one year four months and lives with Dave’s ex in Orford.

and this.. doesn’t really bother me! i know it should, haha. But I mean, he doesn’t want me to be mothery or anything (which is good, because I’m really not good with kids.) and yeah. He was really open and honest about it, although scared that I’d run away when he told me lol. Stacey did tell me beforehand though, which meant it wasn;t a shock, but yeah.

=]

exam study time.