Your shadow’s on fire.

well. Today wasn’t the greatest day.
Had a fight with Dad this afternoon. He got mad and grabbed my arm and wouldn’t let go. I told him to let go, and that he was hurting me, but he tightened his grip. my arm is still pretty sore. The argument ended with him shouting something at me down the stairs about moving out, and I replied with "go get fucked." So a productive argument, obviously.

Then I told josh about it. he seemed in a really shit mood. i ended up getting fed up, and he told me he was a little edgy because he’d been

"Trying all day to find a way to tell you I’m not in love with you."

I asked if he ever had been, and he said he didn’t think so. So I ended things. We’d only been going out six months, but to have someone say that at six months is still pretty horrible.

So I’m not feeling great right now. I went for a bit of a run earlier and had a really long shower, but I’m still kinda in a slump. I think I’ll catch the late bus tomorrow morning. sleep in and miss half of English.