so sorry, it’s over.

well, no surprises, but it’s over. I admit that I didn’t want it to end, but I’m kinda relieved, and I know it really had to. And I’m ok with it.

first I tried talking things through, trying to fix it, but so many things were wrong, and we both kept finding more reasons to split. Got a bit nasty for a while, but then I realised that that really wasn’t the way I wanted things to end. So we ended things on a friendly note, and a few months from now we can probably be good friends. I’m actually feeling pretty grown up, and I’m proud of the way I’ve handled it. Even though I cried a bit, I also found myself laughing at all the things that seemed like a huge deal but seem so stupid now.

So yeah. In comes The Chronicles of LC: Chapter VII

Sunday Dreaming

Ah that sucks, glad you’re okay with it though.. You’re a lot stronger than me lol!

em. just em.

February 8, 2008

you should be feeling grown up, yes. you are grown up, girlie. and i’m proud of you. and for you. xx oh, i’m also here, but you already know that. loveyoulotsandlots

i know what you mean about feeling relief – it’s amazing, all the million mixed emotions that parade through your soul after these kind of things. i hope you’re okay. i hate breakups so much! xoxox

so, do you come here often ?

February 10, 2008

you already know my opinion on the matter 🙂 and miss, grown-ups cry too. xx