boredom prevails.

[Listening To: incubus]

Yeah. I’m so bored that I’m cleaning my room from top to bottom with absolutely no reason. No reason, because I’ll be sitting around here alone for the next week with nothing to do. I did suggest we do a girly lunch at some point this week, but the only people to reply so far have been meagly, to tell me she’s available all week, except

"I was meeting the Kings of Leon for brunch on Wednesday, but they can reschedule, so when you’ve chatted to the others let me know what day"

and that made me giggle a bit. Oh, and Megatron to tell me she didn’t know if she’d be free. So yeah. Thinking maybe I could.. take a bath. paint my toenails. redo my hair. defuzz the legs. file my nails. and other such useless stuff. I tried to think about what I usually do in holidays.. this is all I could think of.

September holidays i stayed at other people’s houses and got drunk.
May holidays I had parties, went to parties, worked, and hung out with John.
last summer holidays I went to parties, and spent my days on the computer or working.

meh. And then I realised I’d like to spend time with my friends during these holidays, but several problems confronted me. Number one, a lot of people are working heaps. number two, the main way I see my friends is by going to shindigs.. problem, because of the whole, drinking issue. Like, josh doesn’t drink, and would prefer it if I didn’t, and then after our fight, basically said I had to not drink anymore, which i can live with, but it means that whenever theres a party he doesn’t want to go, and when I go to things alone, I always end up doing something wrong and it causes fights. Gah. (examples: Endall’s 18th, which I wasn’t even at for very long, and before exams, when I made a cake and went over and hung out with booms and rocco at the house they were sitting.)

And I have to work tomorrow. Which at the moment seems like a really horrible chore because I’m in lazymode, but I know when I get there it won’t be so bad. It’s only four hours, and it’s $20 an hour, so i’m sure I’ll survive.

xx, LC