{A New Me} Until you change….

{No Contact Day 19}

I Love You.

Those are the words that opened my mind, my heart, and my soul.

Those are the words that filled my head, this paper, and my hearts buring hole,

That continued to grow with every mistake I made and the person that I lost.

And in the end, my heart had to pay the cost.

Those are the words that opened my mind to happiness and sorrow.

The joy of being with you today and the fear of losing you tomorrow.

Those are the words that opened my soul and everything inside.

All those feelings that I had and all the pain that I would hide.

Those are the words that fill this paper from the start until the end.

It shows in every line how much I tried to make it work from the next line where I begin.

I remember when you used to call me every night,

Then when it was time for your mom to go to work,

I would take forever to say goodnight.

I fell for you again.

You changed your mind.

You let go,

While I held on tight.

The "tears" you cried were fake,

Just like the promises you used to make.

I told you I cared.

You said you did too.

You promised you wouldn’t hurt me,

&& my dumbass believed you.

But time has passed,

Things have changed.

You’ve moved on.

I’ve gone my own way.

Without you, there’s no where else to go but up.

I may come across some bumps in the road, but I will not fall.

I understand why they say I’m better off without you,

Because without you, I have it all.

My Friend’s Diaries….