The recent happenings around me

I feel really strange.  i hate it when i get this feeling. it always means im gonna have a panic attack. but, the reasong this particular time is weird is because i have no real reason to feel this way.  nothing is worrying me…well…nothing that i can put my finger on that i am thinkign about right this second…something in my subconscious must me worrying me…urgh.

oh well

Apple took me out Friday night (my boyfriend of almost 5 years who i recently broke up with). we had this planned for months coz it’s both of our birthdays this week and so we kept to our plans and went out. it was alittle awkward but it was still pretty fun. we went to the local intalian restaurant. GORGEOUS food!

last night went to the cinema with a BIG bunch of friends. me a my gay friend…lets call him Ray…were getting the bus home. bus we wanted left at 10.30 and at 11.15. but his watch was 15 mins slow so when we turned up for the 10.30 bus it was actually 10.40. and 11.15 bus didnt turn up. my battery was dead and he had no credita nd my sim wouldnt work in his phone so i couldnt let my mum know i was late (i had sent her a message saying i was waiting for the bus). we had to walk home and it takes about 30 mins from town to mine. the whole way home he was telling me scary stories and freaking me out. he’s such a girl though he was scared too. it was SO much fun! there was this bloke behind us who’s bike was broken and it screeched as he was pushing it which was SO scary. he over took us and turned a corner that we were now turning. when we turned the corner he was gone…and we coudlnt hear his bike.  No gate were now closing or security lights on. there was just a drunk bloke now going into a drive. I was FREAKED OUT! where the hell did he go?? lol im waiting to hear in the news that some bloke was found murdered and that he had a broken blike with him and they suspect a drunk bloke…lol.

anyway, the point of that story was to say my mum had a go at me for being latea nd tried to ground me but that never works. they always let me out. got a bit side-tracked, lol…

and now i cant remember what else i was going to write about, lol

IT MY BIRTHDAY IN 2 DAYS!! woohoo!