the sun is not up… sigh

so my jeep is done for. Well im done with it. looking to buy another soon and cheaply as always. i am 37 weeks now and feeling it ever day. calfs stay so swollen then the ankles and then the feet. most days i have no ankles. its been a good and bad couple of weeks. i am grumpy moody and bitchy. and hes been home alot. normally i like it but i dont know. my own head is getting to me most of the time. there are a few things i dont like that he does. but we  are working on it. ive gained so much weight that i hate it and want to over with. the pains  and discomfort. but its awesome to see him move around.. not so much to feel it but ehh. got some bad news at the doc  but not baby related not waiting to share that news. he has been so good though. i sat down and talked to him and explained that it hurts me to keep going like i am.. and that i need more help around the house. and yes a dirty house puts me in a bad mood. im not expecting clean and picture perfect but i dont want to come him to toys all over the place and trash on the floor and left over food on the floor and dishes everywhere. i need help with laundry cause i dont fit between the washer and the wall. well myles is awake got to go 🙂