cry.

 so he has an ear infection. nothing to bad. i think he got it from the splash park. that concerns me since we had so many problems with ear infections tx. i really dont want him to have tubes put in his ear. i know its not a bad thing but why have surgrey if it can prevented. 

the bf leaves monday. i have myles going to the sitter so we can spend a good junk of the day together. i already miss him. this is horrible. hes going to ut for three weeks. i am upset for alot of reasons. he  is going to be the best man in his best friends wedding and the bf did not invite me. i had alot of issues with it and it still bugs me but he finally got it so its not as bad. and im going to be alone in a state where i have no friends nothing here but work. and hell i only work  10 hours too. that sucks. i dont have the money to do things that would be totally fun. blah is all i have to say. im just not looking forward to it. 

wish i was asleep. the sad part is i can sleep in the living room where all the cool air is. but i want to be cuddled up with him. especially with him leaving so soon. i want to cry now.