easter

 So how was my Easter? 

Pretty good really. Got to take the little one to the barn with my dad and see the horses. Eat a big breakfast  and then do the EGG HUNT.

We Boiled eggs and dyed them last night. Fun and i learned something new. And had some plastic ones with candy. I hid them and he hunted. He did pretty good until he learned it crunches really well lol. Then lost a few in the process. He got to eat a few pieces of his bunny and some candy. The grandparents got him a basket and he really seemed to like that. And just sort of enjoyed the day. Taped up my boxes a little better cleaned up and cleaned out my closet. And myles took a nap so did I.We got up and played card games and just enjoyed the afternoon. Went to eat a this place. It was nice.

The bf hasent talk to me much this weekend. Wondering if he is ok. Might be freaking out. Last time this happened it was a big freak happened and we almost broke up. Well if that happens I will just move to nc. I mean that sucks 

Sigh my dad gave me a talk tonight. Its cause i was really rude to these people. They were helping an older lady get out the door and i didn see her and i was rude. So that spurred a conversation. Some of it was deserved and some of it was fumes. I am not usually a rude person. So that was a little out of charactor. In fact i am normally the one helping the old ladies walk to where they need to be, picking up there stuf even it  is just to make it easier for them. I will admit that i have lost a bit of focus on life. I disagree with the fact that he said i focus on myself. Ive lost myself in being a mom. Ive put a lot o things on hold because of myles and making things easier and better for him. My thoughts are not about me they are about myles.  more to say but my laptop is about to die.