Rants and Ravings

If i could, I would love her forever but I cannot. Because what she is is what I am is what i will never be what overshadows the inclination of being able to understand the universe in which we thrive. There are no answers no questions, no guilt, no regret, no exceptions…… there is no life no death no reason or rhyme no perfections or destructions. There is only us. Whatever we are. People or animals, devastation or ressurrections, we are what we are because we cannot afford not to be. We are emotional beings that cannot afford to lose each other… what is no may change what tomorrow brings may not be the answer we were looking for but I can honestly say that I enjoy searching my way into the answers that i have so coveted for the length of my existence. There are no definitive directions in which we need to strive there is only the realization that we are all and always shall be different not in the least from each other but from every other organism on this planet. and in that, as a species we are unique because we alone possess the mental capabilities to understand and manifest our own destiny. We alone possess the knowledge that we will eventually die. Some become so engrossed, so obsessed with the idea of self termination that we are unable to function as individuals in an infinitely societal society. We are social and emotional beings that do not want but need each other in order to survive. What brings to mind the question of why is that same ability to understand that we cannot possibly be alone we cannot possibly be the only beings to have evolutionized where life will no doubt thrive. What sentence of doom is it to us then that we are aware of our own shortcomings, the fact that we will all eventually fade into oblivion but are plagued by the want nay the need to make ourselves something more than we are. More than our parents were more than their parents…. to leave a lasting impression on history so that our name might be remembered. But what is a name but the letters assembled given to us by our parents so that they could tell their children apart? Of what consequence is it that I came from Europe and you came from Japan or Africa or Tunisia or Timbuktu???? Of what consequence does it make that you bleed the same color as I do, regardless of the color of your skin or your eyes or your hair or you sexual orientation or whether you are short or tall or skinny or fat…. yes, there are societal norms that differ from place to place, no doubt. But we are supposed be able to evolutionize past that point. To look at ourselves as a species instead of defining ourselves with boundaries. What good does it do to segregate ourselves when we kmow that we have no better ally than ourselves, this our world, and these our people who will stand against a common enemy as soon as we find an enemy that is common. Someone once said that our race is young, that we have much left to learn…. no wiser words have ever been spoken