Recant

Took it back. Want to see where this is going. We’ll see how things progress. I’m not sure what I want but this is too sudden and abrupt. Perhaps I will stay, perhaps I will go. But not today. Today things will continue as they are, as they have been. The decision has yet to be made. I feel it hanging in the air like smoke. Uncertainty. Though my love is strong, my fear is gaining strength. Even as we speak, my heart pounds in my chest, hungry for answers that may never come. So I will watch as things unfold and prepare for the worst even as I hope for the best. I guess we shall see in the coming months….