GOD answered my prayer

I guess I always believed in God the Creator if you wish to call this deity. All my life I struggled between the idea of the Catholic church and what I believed God is to me. I went to a Catholic school and mass every Sunday. I felt lucky, blessed and loved all my life not by my family (which do love me) but by something greater than myself, a love where there is purity no need to struggle for this love. This diary I started writing at the bottomless pit I felt I fell into and to be here now after 6 years and to be writing this is a miracle.

Last night I prayed before I fell asleep , I prayed to God to reveal something to me to know he is with me that he is real. I thanked him for all my blessings and fell asleep. The next day I was in Youtube (love this site) and stumbled onto a video from a preacher who dreamt of a paradise which was to him the real Heaven. To make it short his grandson dreamt the same dream. He than met others in his meetings around the US in churches and many people have had exactly the same dream. The story he told resonated with me and I believed him , this is not in my nature to believe such stories on social media. I scrolled down in the comment section under his video and this popped out at me “If you are here God is talking to you”

I started to cry tears of joy- my life old search for a sign has come when I least expected it to come…LOVE is God