FAIL!

I’m gonna fail college! its my final year and i’ve got this far but this last semester has been a nightmare! I hate everything about college now! She couldn’t have picked a worse time to die, but I knew this was gonna happen! I knew she’d die during my exams…dunno how, it was just a feeling I had and I’ve been thinking it for the last few years and now, in my final year she decides to die! Anyway, its not her fault (obviously), I just can’t pick myself up. It seems pointless. Whats the point in graduating and getting a good job if I can’t argue with my nanny and tell her it was because I studied and not because she prayed for me!

My goal for the day is gone out the window…3 assignments and 800-1000 words of an essay? try 4 pages read of 26 pages and its already 6pm and thats just for the first assignment!!

I’m having a girly pampering day tomorrow. I’m not the very girly pampering day type but it might be nice. Me and Mam are going to get our hair done in the morning then we’re going to a fashion trade fair thing with my auntie and my cousins. There’ll be free make-overs and free goodies and a fashion show so it might be fun. Still…spending time with just the girls makes me realise theres someone missing…

Bye for now

-Aoife