Times truly heals all wounds

As years went by since I started my diary here I see how a slow progression of pain levels has diminished. Its almost 7 years now when I came here broken to my core by a man who I taught was my only love in this life. I was so broken that I stopped believing in myself and closed my heart to others until now. Slowly as these 7 years passed by I healed a bit on my way. I experienced health issues, sadness, bitterness and total isolering of my heart to anyone. What the hardest was is that this man I loved so much is together with my old friend who is a cousin of my ex husband. This means all kids parties or other gatherings we find ourselves at this places at the same time. Me , my ex friend , my ex and his daughter.

The situation probably seems horrid to many but I needed to find a way to forgive and heal to be able to do this. Otherwise I had to choose to always be excluded from this gatherings. I have met them some times both and some only one of them. Its me who is polite and found a way to do this and feel no hatred or pain anymore. Its a miracle of God. I see that my ex is very uncomfortable to see me and tries in every way to not have to confront me. Its he who has not gone on , its he who is still ashamed of this he has done. I just feel at peace. Life is a miracle..