Things I’m not sharing about me on FB

Why else write….not sharing certain stuff that’s more private with some people I rather not share that information with…..mainly the ones that will most likely see it, ask about out and pass it around like wild fire…..

SO why am I on here and what do I want to share???   Well……. Umm
I’m pregnant

not that far along….about 6-7 weeks but the pregnancy test came back positive and here I sit…. the usual rush of hormone hell that accompanies it.  Along with going oh God I have to go all though that again.  I know its me thinking too much into it and knowing full well when this tiny baby comes out I’m going to love it more than life itself. Its just the 9 months, then the  sleepless night, etc…. Dennis is the only one that knows and he took it scarily well.  The thing is ,,,,its not going to well.  The more I think oh God I don’t want to do this again I get back pain and brownish/ pink spotting  and then go but I do its really my last chance.  I would love to have a girl (or any healthy baby)   It clears up in the afternoon and I think its going okay again. Its been like this for about a week now.  I only took the pregnancy test Thursday. I haven’t seen the doctor and know I should.  I’ll call and see about getting in and what to do.  I know  the drill…..  I’ve been there for both.  Its going to do what its going to do but my emotions are on a roller coaster from hell.  The not knowing.   I told Dennis this and whats going on and he’s already back to calling the baby to be  nigel or nigella.  LOL