I’m in a pissy Pissy PISSY mood

 So I got a nasty noter whom said the  whole toy getting thrown at my childs head was practically his fault since he drove his toy THROUGH abunch of people.   The people were all sitting down in chairs and there was enough room for him to fit through .  Hell there was enough room this fat ass 300lbs +  big mouth aunt to move around, there was plenty of room for a 2 yr old and a truck.  I suppose I"m making fun of the weight challenged people and I’m some placenta breeder that doesn’t know what I’m talking about. I didn’t say he was perfect  I said for a 2 yr old he was behaving.  If you know how 2 yr old act, not throwning a temper tantrum and not fighting with the other kids is doing well.  Both of which he wasn’t doing.  He was playing NICE by himself . Yeah … your right he definately needs to be hit on the head with a toy and screamed at…. he shouldn’t be allowed to come near his mother and I shouldn’t be able to sit down at all and keep a watchful eye on him.  He was always in my direct line of sight and  I would tell him to come back if he wasn’t.  He listened and did as he was told.  I was impressed, my 9 year old has a hard time listening and doing what he’s told.     Hell the other kids were chasing and hitting each other with bats and screaming at the top of their lungs and getting into things they shouldn’t  and not listening also littering the lawn with everything you can imagine , squirt guns, balls, frisbees .  And here’s the 2 yr old just pushing a truck all over the yard.  He was being very reserved that night as he was overwhelmed by people so yes for a 2 yr old he was behaving. Listening, no tantrums, keeping himself occupied. Can anybody that has ever raised a 2 yr old argue that that’snot  great behavior for a 2 yr old??

Wel guess what damn if I do damned if I don’t…..
 I took him to the park and he was playing on the slide and I know how they are in the evening all over there……the parentssit in the pavillion and tonight they all were drinking. Quick eyeball of all of them I saw a beer can at each table. THIS IS NOT TO SAY that EVERYBODY was drinking but lets say a good portion were.  God forbid I make a general statement. And who cares right ?? I mean parents deserve a good time right??  

Of course this group also has kids so they take them to the park to entertain themselves as the parents sit 100 ft or more so they can’t even see them…..

I watch my little guy like a hawk over there knowing this and he was going on the slide and down the slide.   One sweet little child sat on the bottom of the  slide, knowing he wanted to go down and  would not move He went down when she got up slightly to beat on her brother and then sat right back down when she realized he came down so he couldn’t get past her. It was a tube slide.  I asked her nice to please move so he could get by.. Didn’t move. By this time he’s upset and tried to go around her and is starting to cry as he’s trapped in a tunnel.   Again I asked her to move nice. She again didn’t move and wouldn’t let him out.  I yelled at her thinking ok maybe she didn’t hear me.  Well this poor sweet little child got her mother whom was siting at the tables at the pavillion , as I YELLED at her.  Mother comes screaming at me not to yell at her child.  I yelled back….I was pissed.  I guess I should have just said sorry  please  let me watch as your child is making my son cry and I"m  not suppose to do anything….He’s nothing but a brat and doesn’t deserve to live.  How dare he get in your sweet little snowflakes way.  After all my private, too chicken to leave their name noter called me a placenta-brained breeder bimbo.  

Yes I always wanted to be called a bimbo….I’m got my goal.   Hey guess what your right!! I got 2 kids by 2 different daddy’s too.  And guess what  I’m not married to 2 yr olds father!! WOO HOO!!! I’m a bimbo!!!   

 My child is a Bastard!! THere are you happy??? I admitted you the private no named noter…your right!

Considering you probably don’t know my story… You probably don’t care . Probably nothing can justify having  2 kids by 2 different men  and the 2nd being out of wedlock.   I don’t either truthfully.  It is what it is.  We all can’t have story book lives and if I want to whore around I can and produce all the kids I want . Hell the people at the park do.  I should just join them for a drink and let my 2 yr old duke it out with their little angels.!

So to you my private chicken ass no named probably childless has no clue how life can really blow sometimes.  I’m hope your happy on your perfect little cloud were life is full of rainbows and sunshine. Some of us got a rude awakening beyond their control and found out life can really suck sometimes.