the very next day

 So the very next day I get home from work and Dennis tells me, I saw the Aunt that you were talking about and she said Hi Jonathan.   "And you said what " knowing how he is.  I didn’t say anything but wanted to.

Wow.   Remember folks when he’s in a bipolar state….his filter is totally off and he not only says what on his mind but is VERY confrontational to the point that in the presence of other people that don’t know him, I get scared the police will be called because of it.   Good.  He’ sbeen behaving the last few days and has been normal.   

We have talked and he did agree to being on Paxil again. Thank GOD!

I talk to his father on and off , usually not telling him as depending on his mood its varies too.   I hate Bipolarizism its a horrible illness. I have to deal with people on a daily basis anyway for my job. I guess it gives me a better understanding of them when I approach them and try to help them that they can’t help the mood swings and such

So I told his father he agreed and asked why he hasn’t wanted to.   Ummmm b/c  I’m pretty sure it has to do with the fact that it decreases that sexual drive.  Guess I shouldn’t have said anything to Dennis about that. 

Something about talking about sex to your mates parents freaks me out a bit. I know….its not like we are young, or can deny it.. LOL not with having Jonathan. Its just weird discussing your sex life with just them.  I guess its one of those you don’t want to know about there’s and they shouldn’t want to know about their kids…..

My job is my job…..somedays its boring and dull and others like today was pretty cool.  But even on the boring and dull days I think how much I make and its all good.