Icecream Girl

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"Icecream Girl"

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I sat and thought about the misery

That seems to grip my hand…forcing needles beneath my fingernails

It hurts…although I have a numbness to be frank

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Speaking of

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I used to know a guy by the name

Older gent

By older I mean 60

We used to walk around my block

(I took it as innocent…at the moment)

He liked to hold my hand as well…. minus the needles

Irony?

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I could twist suppose…

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Conversely he asked to kiss me

My answer was not in the affirmative

Shortly after he was driven away….I have not heard from him since

Maybe if misery would be more forth right I would be able to avoid it with greater ease

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Knowing me I would run right into it….regardless

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Why? Because trepidation would only be the cherry on the sundae

does anyone care

that

I didn’t even order icecream!….—

By: Sun © 2007

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Sun sidenote: I know I know….horrible at keeping up to date…with anything really….if it makes any difference I believe I am depressed….*shrugs*…mind you…similar to when I proclaim my lack of sanity people tell me if I know then that is not the case….

…maybe I am just a very self aware crazy depressed individual!! Why is that not possible….ah heck I think it is….forget those cats n their generalizations!…I’ve always been a dog person anyways…(chokes on her dry…sense of humour)

As per usual my life is some what of a mess….personally….or personal…I mean the personal aspect of it….I can not seem to get it together….not sure why..because I try my damn hardest…..hmmm maybe that is why….life and its evil jokes…

sidenote of my sidenote- had a dream about a bunny…it lost its back leg…all bloody..hopping around just fine n dandy with no foot…no leg…does this mean I am doomed to have bad luck or what? not too sure….have to look it up…strange dream though…