go to hell!

ugh…i saw the asshole…the first time since it happened…i was on the bus, and i was going to get off from the front door, but then i saw him…so i thanked the bus driver and ran out the back door crying…i hope he saw how upset i was…fucker…it ruined my good day…i had a good rehearsal for orchestra…i had american thanksgiving dinner with some cool people…and i had my last counselling day, and it went really well…all the horrible stuff happens right after…i just wish i didn’t ever have to see him…ever…but he lives somewhat close…:S…

and now i’m here at school when i don’t need to be! i’m doing work…well, going to be doing work…lol…i guess i’m writing to procrastinate…but meh…better to get it out of my system now than the night before i suppose…

but, i’m listening to the first orchestra concert, and it was nice…not the absolute best, but pretty good 🙂 i’m happy with it…although i hear myself cracking on a note of my solo, it happens…lol…it still sounds good 😀

now to work on the essay of death!