25 weeks *pics*

I’ve been so busy, I haven’t had time to update my belly pictures. I have them taken and uploaded, but finding time to myself, let alone to the computer is a rarity these days.

I need to visit the dentist, I had a filling fall out, and then had some immense pain in that tooth. The pain is fading with the thanks of tylenol and warm salt water rinses, so hopefully it won’t be infected when I get to my appointment on Wednesday.

I feel like we have nothing for the baby still, and I’m really getting nervous. I know we always pull through at the last minute, but I was really hoping to be all prepared by now. I guess we can never predict the future.

Chris’s sister is supposedly coming Thursday to visit Jess before he passes. We’ve been trying to keep him hanging on until she gets here, but 5 days seems so far away. We can tell he’s ready to go, and I feel selfish and unfair by keeping him hanging on. I feel horrible and cruel, even though he’s getting great care. I just want to tell him it’s okay to go, and let him know it’s going to be better on the other side. But that will happen soon enough, 6 more days. I’m trying to be strong.

25 weeks front

25 weeks side