20 weeks *pics*

HALFWAY THERE!!

The last time I wrote I was saying I really wanted Chris to feel Kenzie move and kick. Well late that night we were cuddling and watching tv and she started kicking. I didn’t want to jinx it so I moved Chris’s hand to my tummy, and she had a blast, kicking and flipping for a good 10 minutes. It was so fun and amazing, and Chris really loved it. I know he’s still adjusting to the idea of a little girl, but he’s going to wonder why he even wanted a boy after Kenzie comes. I have a check up tommorrow, but it’s at the same time as Chris’s dad’s appointment with his doctor.

It’s a scary meeting, I’m not sure how it will go. Hopefully the doctors will agree he still needs treatment. I know he’s 76 years old but I want him to meet his grandchild. I think….actually I try not to think about it. Denial is working well for me. Thinking about it hurts too bad. Maybe after he’s gone, hopefully years down the road, I’ll explain my thoughts, but right now I just can’t go through it. I’m already over emotional as it is. Here’s praying for some good news for him tommorrow.

20 weeks front

20 weeks side

belly with shirt on

belly with shirt on again