Brain Freeze

I think I’m getting the hang of morning sickness. I’m still getting nauseated, and gaggy, but I have managed to stop throwing up. I was really panicking because it felt like once it started it wasn’t going to stop, and I’d get to the point were nothing but foamy bile was coming up. I couldn’t breathe, and I just don’t enjoy that feeling. But it’s been 4 days and so far I’ve avoided vomiting.

I had a horrible dream last night. I found out I was pregnant and the baby was fully ready and born in 4 months. But I knew it wasn’t possible, but it happened. The baby was perfect, an adorable little boy. All I had was one sling. I had nothing else, no carseats, no clothes, toys, furnature. I know it’s ridiculous but I was freaking out, and the dream seemed so real. Of course now that i’m awake I realize the whole thing was normal except the fact it was set in my old childhood neighborhood, in my parent’s house. Only that’s 2000 miles away, and everyone was in Tennessee, and everyone I knew from now was there. For example even though it was in my parent’s house we were still going over to Liegh’s house, in my dream. Which is when I realized we didn’t have a carseat. I dunno. The whole thing was weird, and I just as soon forget it.

i treated myself to a starbucks caramel frap today. I guzzled that down like no tommorrow. Gave myself brain freeze twice!