Jibber

I think I’m out of my week long funk. I woke up this morning and wasn’t crappy and groggy, and my over all mood feels more peppy. Yay, to be normal and happy again. 

Jess had bloodwork last week, and they called him in for an appointment today. All his levels have lowered, and some have even gone back to normal. He’s getting better. After a year and a half. He doesn’t look so well though. The chemo and the morphine, the sleeping pills, the codine, the aspirin, the ib profen, the other cancer meds, all these pills he’s taking. They are wearing him down. He doesn’t laugh as much. Rarely now.

I have two days off, and today we clean, and tommorrow hopefully get some sun. I was invited to a Journey/Def Leppard concert on Sunday, but we can’t afford it right now. We are doing a serious budget cut though. The only things we are going to buy for the next two months is gas, car insurance, and a few other nessesities that might pop up. Deodorant or what not. It’s hard to get off the paycheck to paycheck mentality, but I think while we don’t really have any major bills, we should save our asses off.