June Brings Something

I’ve been thinking alot. I hear its bad for you. Can’t seem to stop though. Slept in today. Til 10am. Watched Tyler for an hour while Vince ran around with Chris. I swear everytime Vince has that boy by himself, Tyler always gets hurt. Boy are boys. So cute to see them together. I jsut wish Vince wouldnt bash on Tylers dad in front of him. Tyler loves his dad, and even though the guy is an asshole and a deadbeat, he’s three and shouldnt have to hear his dad being talked about negatively.

I watched Crash last night. Very riveting. Never seen it before. Stayed up until 4am watching Crash, Myspacing with Amelia, and posting in the boards. First time in a year I’ve stayed up that late. Don’t care too much for it anymore. Had a nice surprise today when a co worker called me and volunteered to work my shift this evening. A second day off. Whoo. And of course my birthday is this year. No clue what to do. I don’t want a lame birthday. But I always get one. My own fault. Maybe we will go out. Who knows. Depends on how I feel I guess, and how many friends forget me. Especially Cari. She’s really on my shit list right now.

First off the eight months it took to get my wedding pictures, then she totally forgets it was our anniversary and doesn’t call. And when I called her for support when I found out about my infertility she was busy trying to find a house with a friend. So I let her go, and heavent heard from her since. Not guessing she’ll actually give a shit to call me on my birthday either. I’m trying so hard to keep this friendship, its been 11 years, but as more time passes, the further we drift. I hope we will always be friends. And I’ll always forgive her, because I know she’s done the same. Im just pissed that my friend can’t call.