Exploded

Well I finally snapped. On Mandy. That bitch has some nerve. So I tried calling Mandy for Vince a few days ago, to check on her and the baby, and to try and convince her to let him be a part of this child’s life. Well I was talking to her very nicely and trying to show her the logical side of things, which she tried to tell me she told Vince. Bullshit! I heard her on speakerphone and she’s horrible. So she insults my family by saying we all smoke and she doesnt know what type of enviorment we live in. Then she tried to talk shit about Sheena, and Vince saying he had two personalities and that he’s shady, and then she tried to call me stupid. Now I was nice until that point, but call me stupid? Someone as braindead as her calling me stupid. Dont think so. I told her to shut up and to not call my house and insult me and then try to say I wasnt trying to be rude. Then I hung up on her.

This girl does not get it. She’s a manipulator. So about an hour later she has the nerve to call me back. I was still pissed and I’m done with the bullshit. I went off on her pointing out everything she does. I am screaming into the phone at her. " Mandy, are you that stupid you don’t understand what I’m saying?!? Your a selfish, mean, cruel person! You are a horrible person! You CANNOT say things that are mean and hurtful to people and then take them back! There are no takes backies, this isnt the third grade, its the real world, join it! Your going to be a mother? How are you going to be a mother when your still acting like a child! GROW UP and stop being a selfish bitch! I understand you want Vince, and the baby, and for you all to live in San Diego and be a happy family together and its not ever going to happen! GET OVER IT!!!!"

"Heather, I dont mean to be this way, I didnt say mean things"

"Mandy! Don’t lie to me, I heard you I was on the phone with you! How stupid do you think I am!?!?! You insult me AGAIN?  You are a horrible person. You should feel blessed you have a child that you werent supposed to have ever, and instead your being selfish and taking it for granted! I would kill to have a baby in my arms right now, and you are acting like a selfish spoiled bitch! You make me want to shoot myself when I talk to you. Why don’t you get it!?!?!! Yeah, you think Vince is crazy, well I’m crazy bitch! I’m more crazy than you will ever see in your life, and I can get crazier! How dare you call my house, and disrespect me so much! You dont talk about my family, my friends, or vince like that! I will fly out there hunt you down, and find you if I have to. Your face ain’t pregnant bitch! You better be scared of me! Don’t you ever talk about the people I love like that! You need to grow up! I’m the biggest bitch you’ll ever meet in your life! Vince doesnt sound so mean now does he? No he doesnt, I sound fucking mean!"

And I was mean to her, but she needed to hear it. I said some other things. She was crying and trying to manipulate the situation and I was not letting her. If you know me, you’ed know I learned well from my mom, and I defend my friends and family. Chris told me I was mothering Vince lol! I didnt sugarcoat anything. And yes it sounds harsh but if you could see the emails and heard her on the phone you wouldnt doubt why I did it.

First Anniversary