More Changes

What happened to my simple justice of the peace wedding? My mother. Not that I’m not grateful, though I’m stll thinking its gonna bite us in the ass. Now we are getting a photographer so no more nice tan suit. Now its a black suit with a tie ( I GET MY TIE! ), and now my mom’s buying me a wedding dress. Probabley a white simple prom dress but we will see what we find on Monday when we go look. Sandra’s taking me and my mom’s gonna repay her. Chris’s sister is now coming out, along with his neice ( she’s 24) and her two kids, Shaun and Sandra. Sandra’s named after Chris’s mom. Chris is the youngest of 8. His dad has 4 kids including Chris, and his mom has 5 including Chris. They both have their kids from first marriages, and Chris is their only child together. Much younger than his sisters and brothers. Only his siblings on his mom’s side stay in touch. His siblings are about the age of my parents. His niece is older than me, and I’m gonna be her Aunt. Thats weird for me. But I get to be an Aunt and great aunt right away lol. Cari got her flight booked today, and everyones all set to come out on Saturday. My parents, Pam, Kristen and the kids, and Cari all on the same day. I’m so exhausted from phone calls and planning and discussing wedding stuff. The entries got the main details but Its late and Im too tired to type out the details. If I didn’t write I would forget and that’s why I have this diary. To record things when they happen. Although thanks to the hacker I lost my most beautiful writings about when I first met Chris. I mean it was art. I never wrote that good about anything. He just inspires me. He’s acutally happy its a little more showy now. More glitz, and he likes it. I could take it either way. Im happy though. I’m just happy to marry him, I dont care how, and I dont care what it looks like. I just wanna be his.