Im Getting Married *Edit*

Ok so everyone knows Im getting married right? So this looks like its not new but it is I swear. But first I gotta write about this freaky nightmare dream I had.

It was one of those dreams that feels real, like your awake. Well I couldnt find Chris so I went looking for him. I stopped to sweep snow of this one yard that had snow. The only house on the block that had snow. Well I looked in the window and there was a bunch of people partying so I went in. The whole house was filled with music and people dancing. So I went down into the basement and saw Chris there hugging on some chick from his work, and dancing with her. So I ran out and waited for him to come home. I asked him about it and he admitted to cheating two different times. I forgave him and even wrote an entry in my OD about how it was my fault somehow. Then right before I woke up I put my engagement ring and a letter telling him i couldnt take the pain, and I left with my bags. I woke up crying. I immediately reached over and cuddled with him. it was the cheating the bothered my strangely, it was the fact that we werent going to be together. I really felt pain in my dream. It was horrible. But we cuddled and then we made love after we talked and he reassured me that we would always be together. That we were soulmates.

So if your still with me on to the marriage stuff. Our wedding bands came today so we picked them up. So gorgegous. I took pictures, but I havent uploaded them yet. They are just plain platinum bands, but simplicity is better for me. BTW That video approved so just click HERE when your done reading or whenever. Btw just so you know I kinda missed where the camera was to the ring and hit the ring on the cam. Oops. Chris’s mom mentioned yesterday that she didnt know if her and Jess would be able to come if we got married in San Diego. She also mentioned she’s seen all her kids get married. I felt bad that she wouldnt be able to come, so we moved the date up a bit. To May 10, 2005. If I can get that day that is. So Im getting married in a month and a half!!! My best friend is already planning to buy her plane tickets. I’M GETTING MARRIED IN A MONTH AND A HALF!!!!

*Edit* OMG! IM GETTING MARRIED IN LESS THAN TWO MONTHS!!!!! But seriously to clear up any confusion, we are getting married in Tennessee ( blick ) but I lvoe his parents and I really want them there.