Everything About Me

My name is Heather. Im 20 years old. I was born at Kaiser hospital in La Mesa, California. I grew up in my childhood home in Santee, California. I went to Carlton Hills School, K though 3rd. My mom moved me to a closer school, Santee School. In 6th grade I transfered back to Carlton Hills. Even though me and my sister are only 4 years apart, we never once went to the same school. I went to West Hills High for two years. Freashman and Sophmore. I was in choir and took dance instead of running the mile each week. I got high before school, during school, after school. I took alcohol to the home  football games and got drunk while I watched them play. I always got A’s or B’s. I used to tutor kids in the school who were specail educations.. Sometimes I was tweeked out. I am an addict. Ive been clean for 4 years. I went to boarding school, which was a nightmare from hell. I finished up high school through homeschooling. I was supposed to go to Santana. I decided to homeschool instead. A week later, the shooting happened.

I never knew my grandparents on my mom’s side very well. Her and them had a falling out and never spoke. My dad took me and my sister to see them. My grandpa died when I was nine. I can still remember how he smells and what his skin felt like. He looked alot like Casey Kason. He was 72. I dont remember when he died. I think it was september. I havent seen my grandma on my mom’s side in 11 years. I dont know if shes alive. I tried to find her when I turned 18, no luck. I used to have a roomate. Her name was Linda. She was 43 and we worked together. We used to put unlit cigarettes in her boyfriends dog’s mouth and take pictures. I still have those pictures.

I’ve had two loves in my life. Mike and Chris. Mike was a waste of my time. I met Chris when I was 17. He was 24. I molested him lol. I havent seen my parents in almost a year. I forgot both of their birthdays this year, the first time ever in my life. I smoke cigarettes. Have for 5 years now. I will quit one day. I love to swim. I love the beach. I cant go swimming unless I eat a banana first. I am potassium decifecent. For life. Im supposed to eat one banana a week, or take pottasium pills. I dont do either. My best friend of  9 years is Cari. Her birthday is today. She will be 20. I can drink a 2 liter bottle of pepsi a day. I miss San diego. I am a great liar. Liars make great actors. I can sing well, but its nothing specail. I have a phobia of death. I cant even think about it or I freak out. Ive had this phobia since I was about 9. When grandpa died. My mom used to rock me to sleep after a panic attack. Me and my mom never got along until I moved out on my own. My mom used to hate Chris, but now she loves him. I’m a daddy’s girl. He is my hero. I have only seen my father cry once. It broke my heart. I have only seen Chris cry 3 times, once when we were fighting. It broke my heart too.

I had a miscarriage when I was 16.  I played soccer for AYSO for 4 years. I hated it. I used to be in girl scouts. Hated that too. I love science. I can remember a lot from science class and not much from any other class. In middle school, I was the kid in the vice principals office every week. At least once a week. I was suspended every year in middle school K through 8th. My vice principal in middle school later became my 8th grade history teacher. I once told the new vice principal she needed to wipe half the makeup off her face, because she looked like a cheap whore. She suspended me. She also took off half her makeup. I now live in Clarksville, Tennessee. If your ever get the chance to come here, dont. Do yourself a favor and skip it. You wont remember it anyway. I never pictured myself living anywhere but San Diego. Love makes you do crazy things.