Hour 10

 

Its been 10 hours since my last cigarette. Im doing okay. Hand s are shaking and I feel jittery but im holding on. I hear it gets worse once the 24 hours has passed. Thats how long it takes for all the nicotine to leave your system. Maybe I wont be so bad. Im not feeling cranky at all right now. I thought maybe everytime i wanted a cigarette I could do I shot instead, but no sense in turning into an alcoholic lol. That would be counter productive. Gosh I want to smoke!!!!

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January 1, 2005

lol…that’s funny about the taking shots. well, good luck

January 1, 2005

haha about taking shots. Whenever Trav drinks he always wants to smoke. 😛 good luck! hold on! and just think of the future kidlings!! 😉

January 1, 2005

HANG IN THERE!!! Much <3,

January 2, 2005

Aloha… Ryn: I had Kaiser when I lived on Maui… and they were great… Kaiser here in California is completely different… but… I didn’t like Blue Cross (more expensive)… But… I will be very careful… thanks for your words of wisdom… Me ke aloha………………..