Everythings Gonna Be Alright

Ugh, crappy day. Nothing like waking up at 6:30am with horrifing cramps. Yeah I started my period and wouldnt you know yesterday I was going to have sex wih Chris. But right after I got outta my bath soak, legs shaved and everything (lol), Chris’s parents came home and we had to unload and put away about a gazillion groceries. Then after that I had to get ready for work and we had a huge fight over the car. He promised me the car, but then he made plans to go buy weed and wanted the car himself. I thought it was unfair that he wanted to go buy weed and use the car, when he had promsied it to me, and I needed it for work. To make money, not to spend it. Plus Im not smoking so I was mad about that too lol. So we got in a fight about that. And then I started my period last night so even if we didnt fight, I still couldnt have had sex. Grrrrrr. I always get my period around the holidays and its not cool. But I cant complain. We made up and are just as good as ever. The fact we get into those fights makes me love our relationship even more. We have passion. I love him so much that it pisses me off, if that makes sense. I cant believe we are coming up on three years. I’ll be 21 this year and next year Ill be a mommy hopefully and married to my dream guy. Okay so I cant have George Clooney, so I’ll settle for Chris lol. My life really is good. As that one song in the sixties says, “Even though we aint got money, Im still in love with you honey, and everything will bring a ray of love, and in the morning when I rise, you bring tear of joy eyes, and tell me, everythings gonna be alright.”