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no music..just the hum of my kitchen radio as i sit in the bathroom smoking…its almost 2am and i cant sleep..im at a happy place lately..i feel like a changed person..work no longer chokes the life out of me..i love my new job..im truely lucky…there is some unfinished business..namely d, but not really unfinished, more like i need him to understand that it has ended..that i no longer need what we once had..things became too comfortable, and “we” no longer make sense. i love him like a long lost friend. little by little his face fades..only whispers of dust remain