..i can’t wash you off my skin..

http://www.youtube.com/watch

we’ve aired out a lot of our dirty laundry so to speak…very honest conversations..not used to this coming from him..

it’s brought us closer..in a good way..but also freaks me out when i stop to think about it..

there is a possibility that we may see each other very soon…in a different state..i don’t want to jinx things just in case..

if this does happen, it would not mirror our usual visits…he doesn’t have to rush back home..and i don’t have to take a plane..

a rush of blood races through my entire body when i play pretend..

crossing my fingers, toes, eyes, you name it..

please happen..