..You told me everything..by saying nothing…

made stuffed shells..came out pretty good

went out late afternoon for fresh air..purchased more music..

watched "no one knows about persian cats" last night..REALLY good film..must have the soundtrack..

would have added this one song to this entry..but youtube has banned it..

watching ninja assasin w/ari tonight..stars my future husband, rain..

i’m pmsing..but the bitchiness has left..luckily..

d and i emailed earlier, random topics..all clean..

funny, because i wanted adult-themed..and perhaps i am worse than him..

i can do this..i can just be his buddy..we dont have to send pics and always be horny..

our rapport was not based on sex initially..we can rewind to the beginning..

the guilt of this effed up situation has been slowly eating away at me..

my only one regret was us waiting so long to reconnect..

we twiddled our thumbs..we could have scratched that itch..

this is breech birth.. it’s freaking complicated..

and yet i can’t live without knowing him..

 

heard that ash is dating his first love…i wish him well

 

might write later..if i find the words

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