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Sharks weren’t that bad.  However, they do not know the entire truth. 
As I sat there lying to them about what really happened, I can’t help but wonder do I really care what they think?  And why?

I got my ‘debrief’ done today about my interaction with the children and help me learn what things to do to better it, and the only think I did wrong is that with I’m with another staff, I’m not as outstanding with the children as I am alone.  That’s only because of the staff I was with.  She’s very critical and very judgemental and I don’t like that.  Therefore I don’t like sharing ideas with her in fear of her shooting me down or judging a simple thing of what I’m wearing that day.  Grrrr. 
But other than that, I was very into the childrens actions, and their activities.  i was not judgemental or sarcastic or forceful with them.  But boy was I nervous lol.  I mean having her there for an hour and a half knowing she’s watching me, is hell enough.  Then to meet with her for an hour and have her telling me what she observed was also nerve racking. 
Anyways, House is on and then I’m going to bed.