Neutral Colours
I realised I havent written in here for ages, mostly because I am very busy, but suffice to say, things are back on a bit of an even keel at the moment, emotionally, financially, and work-wise. Im not brilliantly happy but thats a good thing, because usually when Im on a high I crash spectularly quickly and I feel like crap. So hurrah for feeling….not blue…not red…but…beige? Is that an emotional colour? It feels like it suits my state at the moment. It matches the ups and downs which are all cancelling each other out to leave me feeling…a very neutral beige. Taupe. Camel. Or maybe magnolia.
Beige seems rather in the middle… indifferent, maybe consisting of a little ambiguity, not showing favour either way, so it seems a fitting colour association =P I guess atleast things aren’t on a downward spiral, so that’s a plus for you =)
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yay for neutral emotional colours! :o)
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RYN: good point. I hadn’t thought of that. He’s stalled at every possible opportunity, so there’ve every chance that’s what he’s doing now.
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RYN: Actually the whole stalker thing did cross my mind briefly. Perhaps I read too much into it, but it was very strange. The guy really did seem like he was making some point by puting arm on my shoulder. I was a bit creeped out by the whole thing :o)
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RYN: I was actually quite worried he might key my car, but I had a good look around it before I drove away and it was fine. I’m really torn about this whole moving thing. I desparately want to get away from Ben, but despite all the drawnbacks of living with Steve, like the mess and not doing anything around the house, I’d miss him. In an ideal world Ben would move out, but then we’d have to …
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… find someone else to take his place, and that person could be just as mad as him, although they’d struggle to be much worse. It’s a difficult situation. Oh, and you are younger than me, by four years. And another thing while I have spare characters. Write a new entry! I feel like a stalker leaving five notes on one page :o)
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