#670

It had been a decent date. Went to the zoo at noon. Ate zoo food, then checked out the exhibits. I have pictures of some. Red pandas! Hiked around. Talked a lot. She struck me as nervous but I passed it off as first date jitters. Went to a few stores. Had a very enjoyable dinner at a neat hibachi-esqe stir-fry restaurant. Was very nice, all in all. A bit more happened, but this is the general idea of the night. 

Since then I’ve discovered she’s highly nervous and those jitters I noticed at the start are part of her in a big way. It’s really unattractive…it feels like everything I saw is seen as an attack even if it isn’t. If I am walking down a store like we did and see a rubiks cube and in an effort to make conversation, mention that man, rubik’s cubes are hard, it’s seen as an attack and that I shouldn’t think she is incapable of doing it. I don’t know. I was really excited about her before. Now….I just don’t want to deal with her issues. I’m confidant and I need a confidant woman who’s willing to check me if I’m wrong. 

I need to go. I’ll continue later.