Blog #93

Ah, another good day started off with another good shower. None of the trappings of yesterdays shower, I was awake and not in the right sort of mood for something that needs almost total attention like the focus I had yesterday…so it was just a shower. It was a good shower all the same. I feel awesome, I feel good-to-go.

I know that will chance soon enough though, as soon as I step outside. The humidity and the weather out here is vicious and very oppressive, especially to me. I definately don’t belong here, I belong back in the north. Not that this experience is a bad one and not that I’m bitter about it. It’s just as important for one to know where he isn’t supposed to be as it is where he is. Bit by bit I’m figuriing out where I’m supposed to be in life, I think. And that’s definately not here. Who’s idea was it to build in the middle of a swamp anyway? If Walt Disney resurrected right here before me, I would be awfully tempted to call out to him, call him a miser and a braggart and, most definately, 100% bonkers. It’d make for some good conversation, surely. I would tell him I disagreed with all the articles on Orlando and that I knew his game; he was crazy, simply put. Tis known.

Been doing quite a bit of thinking lately. I’ve finished American Gods (an extremely good book btw) and I’ve been thinking with much more clarity than normal…I think partially because of the shower; I need to take care of myself spiritually like that more often. Anyway, I’m reading A Clockwork Orange (that is, mechanical morality dominating a sweet and juicy and colorful thing). It’s yet another incredibly depressing book about negativity and whatnot. Hrm. I kinda wanted to find another book that’s positive that I could share with Jacinta. I’ve been doing better music-wise as far as sending positive things…so now it’s time to expand my repartoire in books, too. Especially since we’re talking about them now. Which I adore, honestly. Tis one of the reasons I love her as fiercely as I do…we can share and talk about anything and be truly interested and into it. We both love drama and we both love books and it’s simply beautiful. ^.^ So anywho, I’m on the hunt for a good book that’s going to be positive to suggest to her to read. I’ll find one soon enough.

Anyway, I want another wrap so I’m leaving earlier than normal again. Take care. ^.^