Blog #54

Wow, I actually slept. Last night at about 8 (as well as time before that) I was awake and feeling really, really sick. I think it’s food poisoning though. It was too sudden and too pointed at my belly to be much of anything else. Man I felt terrible though and I had barely slept and it was just bad. But then I managed to keep everything in and fall back asleep after about 8 and I slept 4 hours and suddenly I feel ok all over again. Lifes about the small things, yea? Well that’s a small thing that’s gonna make my day a helluva lot better today, haha. Hooray. I really do feel just fine now and I know I’ll be more than capable of taking all of today’s classes. I was worried at 8 because I knew I wouldn’t be able to if I kept feeling like that.

Got an e-mail from Jacinta last night wishing my happy anniversary. Hrm. I dunno how I feel about that, but in a lot of ways it makes sense too. It was good to hear from her again at any rate. I was getting worried. It was such a weird e-mail to come back to though, heh. But not unwelcome. In a lot of ways it was a lot of work, a lot of work for us to get through to where we are today. I think that if we didn’t keep in contact we’d probably in very different places, too, so I feel it’s right to use we there. “We did it together!” if you wanna get sappy (and maybe a little pretentious). Har har, but it makes sense even so. Maybe it’s something worth celebrating in the normal sense of the word. Maybe it’s more than a little morbid to. Hrm. I dunno, I guess I don’t really care, I’m just glad we still talk and that we still love each other. That’s what matters to me. Not the day, not being sad over the relationship or anything else. Just those two things.

And now I’m feeling a tinge of the sickness coming back. Ha, just coming back to remind me not to overdo it because it’s gonna beat me up if I do. 😛 I swear that’s what it is too. Heh.

Hrm. I think I’m gonna go out to the grocery store and buy some fruit today. I need some good food instead of all of this nasty stuff. Too much red stuff and too much salt and too much oil. Yuck. :