Blog #42

And the day just got worse, lol. I woke up with a splitting headache and overtired because, of course, I couldn’t get to sleep last night, haha. I ended up having to do a bunch of situps in bed to make myself hurt and just lay there in pain til I slept (gives you something to focus on OTHER THAN your thoughts which’ll keep you up all night easily). Then I was like, ok, taking a bath to wake myself up, headaches are easy to deal with if you just get moving and focusing on other things. If you don’t give the time of day they don’t hurt really. So I did just that. But I closed my eyes for what I thought was just a minute or so then got washed up but it turned out to be 15 minutes. 8:40 on the microwave. And I thought to myself, oh man, you’ve got to be kidding me. So I ran to my comp (because that’s the clock I keep synch with and saw it was true. So I was nekkie and like, NOOOOO. I got ready and by the time I was ready it was 8:45. And I couldn’t find my fullsail badge and I was like, argh. I was in a very ‘I give up’ mood at that point and resolved to being late and just moving slowly as the fastest I made it to class was leaving 8:45 with less than a minute or so to spare. I ended up saying stop being a wimp and just get there. At that point it was 8:48 and I was resolved to being late. But I skated like hell and the traffic lights took pity on me and didn’t make me stop at all. That was all well and good, but I overdid it and instead of hitting my stride I think I just hurt myself and my chest was really hurting because I was pushing myself probably too hard. Made my headache worse too. But I didn’t stop; I wanted to be there on time damnit and if I’m already in pain for it I HAD BETTER GET THERE ON TIME OR IT WAS ALL WORTHLESS. So I just kept going, haha. I’m a dork, yes, I know. And then I was at the fullsail parking lot so I was less than a couple minutes from class and I notice my boot is untied and I immediately thought “that might get caught in my wheels and that’d be bad.” But then I thought to myself nah, i’m only goint 20 or so more feet tops before I walk, I’ll be fine. But when my boot felt caught and my board stopped moving and I started going into the air I was thinking “You know, you knew it was going to happen, why do you have to be so stupid sometimes?” So I whiped out and scraped my hand up kinda harshly because of it as well as hitting the rest of my body a bit as well as chopping my shoelace to about 1/2 it’s length. And I happened to be in the road too at the time, so I’m sure people saw me. Which makes it that much better. At that time I was like, ok, screw it, I don’t care, I’m walking there. But I got there on time, lol. And I was like, yessss. I deserve this! 😛

The day steadily got better after that crappy morning. I’m in a pretty good mood at this point, oddly enough, albeit a little tired. Greet the day, yeah? Something like that.

You know, I think I like FullSail entirely too much when just going to class cheers me up after a morning like this one to the point of actually being in a good mood. *squints at it*