Blog #35

Not going to write much because I’ve decided to take a bath this morning, but I had a weird dream last night. Actually I had quite a few because I kept waking up and falling back asleep and my dreams kept shifting and changing and I was drifting in and out of conciousness….and for some reason I had one about my current teacher and he was upset about something and I knew it was over the holocaust and I got upset too and I gave him a hug and we both cried kinda hard. Which is really strange for me but it felt good to cry. Which is also strange for me. I don’t think I’ve cried like that for…honestly I don’t remember. Hrm. Any why the holocaust? And why that particular teacher? Dunno, the teacher seems obvious in some ways because he’s jewish but beyond that I have no answers. I have absolutely no idea why that came up. Hrm. I have absolutely no idea. I’m going to take my bath now (instead of after i get home) and wake up for class. I might write more when I get out. But maybe not.

Yeah, I’ll write a little more. The permanent marker has finally completely faded away. I’ve been being careful not to really scrub it like the first day because I knew it’d fade away and it defeats the purpose of writing in PERMANENT MARKER if you just get rid of it right away. But I think 5 days is a valid sacrifice to writing it. So I scrubbed it out today for the most part. You can only kind of see the J and the butterfly now. My butterflies pwned. ;P They were le pwn. Ok, I need to get ready now, gotta get to class. Take care.