Dreaming my Reality

So since my last message not much has happened except my INSANE school schedule and massive amounts of work.

However!! A major plus is I talk to Andy everyday and everytime we talk I fall more and more in love with him! I never thought it was possible to love someone this much and to be loved back just as much if not more. That boy is amazing and together we make an amazing couple. We can go from being upset and crying one second to laughing and feeling 100% better in a matter of seconds just by talking to each other.

But to explain my title is that I keep "dreaming" that Andy is laying right next to me. And when I tell him the next day that I had the strangest feeling that he was laying next to me with his arm around me he chuckled and told me that he felt like he was holding me the entire night. And he’s not that creative. The boy has an imagination and he doesn’t have the balls to lie to me about stuff like that! And one night later on he told me that in the middle of the night he woke up rolled over and said I love you then crashed again. When he told me this I almost started crying. It sounded like he was panicing. He kept asking what he said or did wrong. And when I finally was able to use complete sentences I told him that in the middle of the night I was just laying in bed and I felt like someone leaned over and whispered in my ear I love you! I’ve got chills just thinking about that…

But anywayz nothing else exciting life is boring otherwise!