the holy month

today I went to the beach and in the beginning I was so scared and my sister wasn’t helping but than I decided to try and see so I start swimming and I loved it not that I’m a good swimmer,to be honest I’m a horrible one but the point is that I could do something without caring about people because I start having fun until a couple of boys start following us and hitting on us but we got red of them.

the only thing I care about right now is that I went to the beach and I had fun,I’m gonna insist on the part of having fun,it was good to leave the house and breath some fresh air,it kind of took away my head from the stress and depression I was feeling.

Now,I quit extra hours since a very long time so I don’t have a reason to feel stupid but I’m not preparing  for the college tests neither and I’m not attending to do it since I have this idea of doing something special with my life,live my youth.I’m much better and I’m kind of trying to be strong again but I’m not where I wanna be but I’m trying.

I’m planning to read a lot of books this summer and the big event is the holy month:in this month we dont eat neither drink from dawn so sun rise I know it seems difficult but it teach us to be gratful for what we have and it open our eyes about what poor  and less fortunate people have to go through,we also pray a lot and get closer to GOD(Ramadan is a time of spiritual reflection and worship. Muslims are expected to put more effort into following the teachings of Islam and to avoid obscene and irreligious sights and sounds. Sexual intercourse among spouses is allowed after one has ended the daily fast. During fasting, intercourse is prohibited as well as eating and drinking, and resistance of all temptations is encouraged. Purity of both thoughts and actions is important. The act of fasting is said to redirect the heart away from worldly activities, its purpose being to cleanse the inner soul and free it from harm. It also teaches Muslims to practice self-discipline, self-control,[16] sacrifice, and empathy for those who are less fortunate; thus encouraging actions of generosity and charity).

last year,I didn’t miss a prayer something I’m  proud of But I’m afraid this year I’m not as strong as I was last year so let’s just hope that everything Will go  well.