trying not to fall asleep
as I was in the extra hours trying not to fall asleep I was thinking of the very first day when I found out about OD and it was early in the morning.I was really happy and I was hoping to have a lot of friends and I was worried from not having a lot to write here and even I was really optimistic about OD but I didn’t expect this feeling and having these many friends,friends who actually care and otheres who lives exactly what I live.to be honest I always thought that I am the only one who’s like that but to know that there are other people who go through the same or even worse I don’t know it made me feel less lonely.
I’ve never expected to be as open about me and who really I am like I am right now.I never expected to talk about some stuff like my religion because I was afraid of getting attacted.but in contrary I’ve felt comfortable to talk about my issues like I never did.
i feel the same way! OD ia great =)
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Agreed. This is why I stuck to OD. I think this the only diary/journal website I stuck with this long. OD is great, that’s why 🙂 Not only does it let you express yourself freely, but there are actually people out here that actually like the real you–without the mask 😛 Right? 😀 I know it was like that for me 🙂
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RYN: I actually don’t know…but thank you so much. That means a lot to me 🙂 I think it was just the devil trying to make me feel like I’m nothing. Thank you again. Wow. Thanks for being my friend 🙂
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I love OD i just feel happy when i find people carrying about me & supporting me even if we didn’t even met even if i don’t have that much friends in here! Writing in general makes u feel better but OD makes u feel even better bec at least someone is reading ur diary& is. Feeling what u are going through!!
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sorry but its the honest truth im not proud or ashamed of what I did but im honestly very disappointed in my self… 🙁
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RYN: Yup. I feel like no one truly has an appreciation of music anymore if they just don’t put focus on JUST music. But I guess that’s how it is (unfortunately) : Anyway, how are you? You haven’t written since the 15th! Everything okay? 🙂 I hope so! Guess what? I’m graduating in a week! It’s all so very exciting! 😀
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