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people ruined my life in so many ways.
I can’t stop comparing my self with others espicially those two bitches who use to be my friends.every thing they do seems right comparing to what I do.I feel like every thing I do is nothing when I look to them.I feel they’re more biautiful than me and more good than me at school,with people,everyone love them and want hang out with them
I have depression and for the first time I know it for sure I just cryed last night until 1 am I’m tired and I want just scape school.
I’m efficially a loser in everything and I’m trying to deal with it.
my spirit is tired and can’t take it any more.I don’t accept any thing and I don’t let any thing good get into my heart.
I don’t pray to GOD because I lost faith on him again.I feel like he deosn’t do any thing to help me.
mom and my whole family still wondering what’s wrong with me.yesterday I wrote a letter so in case I died they will read it and know that I love them.I just want to die or go to hospital so at least I woulden’t have to deal with this life.
Read my notes in ur previous entry! No girl u are just having troubles in ur life & this won’t be a good reason to die or what’s so ever! I got this feeling before of wanting to die but u know what?! God created u for a reason! God created u not to suffer ! To pray& be happy with him! Plzzzzzz DON’T LOSE FAITH in GOD!
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I sent you an email 🙂
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“people ruined my life in so many ways.” No. You chose to feel that way. Suck it up and say, “screw you” to the people you feel “ruined your life” and move on.
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Please don’t compare yourself to other people…it’s a loser’s game. Each of us is here on this earth with a unique mission. Be happy with who you are and be happy for the blessings that others have. When you share in other people’s happiness it brings you more joy. Why get jealous and resent their good fortune? It just makes you miserable. Do something nice for someone every time you get down.
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Doing a random act of kindness will help you focus on someone else and it will cancel out the bad feelings. And each time you give a little love to someone else, it will come back to you. And you will love yourself a little bit more. I have realized at age 53 that there is always love in my life because I am love. Be love and be yourself.
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Awww I’m sorry you feel that way. I think it’s important to know that everyone has felt like you at one time or another. Everyone has not felt good enough, depressed, worthless etc. Knowing that your not alone, and knowing that people have been there and beat what you are going through now should give you hope that even though things dont seem good NOW, “now” wont last forever. …
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… You seem like you have more than one problem on your hands, so at the moment it will be overwhelming but those problems will decrease slowly. Know that I’m here if you ever need to talk… and it looks like so many other people are also here and want you to get better, just look at all the notes! I hope you feel better! <3
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if you can’t do this on your own anymore, ask for help. and hold on. it can get better. i’ve been there. life changes. people change. you can too.
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heyyy!
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Oh , I feel that way too..But you can’t let other people ruin your life ..Try to do some fun things ..And get a dog ..Dog will always be your best friend and you can play with him and take him for a walk ..You’ll never be alone again .. =)
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Dont even think these people can compare to you, you are must being doing something good if people are asking you if your ok. But you dont need to die because everything that happens, happens for a reason, even if it makes life crap its happening because something better is on the way.
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