someone like me

this entry is for people who feel like me or they feel the opposite of me or just for advices.

I am lazy alviousily and I made it clear in a lot of my entries.so I want talk about the problems related to my laziness:

no home work:I prefer to watch TV,listen to music or surf on net.

no housework:I do house work it’s just take me 4 or 5 hours because from a while to a while I sit to watch some show or I don’t start early.

no organisation:everything is a mess my books,my clothes and most of all my brain.

negative thoughts:I get them whene I wake up and whene I put my head over the pillow to sleep.

no friends or family time:I’m not social at all.and I hate trips.wierd isn’t?

zero confidence:last year was away worse than this one I use to hate my self and every part of it and I confessed my self that I’m not good on any thing at all.this year I don’t hate every part of my self but I still can’t be confident about me been good at something.

day dreams:they get less each day which is awfull because they usud to make me happy.

no preparation for exams:I’m lazy?!!!

no reading:it is much easier to sit and watch TV but that makes you dammer I suppose.at least now I know why I’m getting more stupid.

no writing:I want write a book but I can’t find the motivation even that the subject and the title are already in my head.

that’s all what I can think about it now.

Hearts & Roses

November 13, 2011

Thank you, I really appreciate it! 🙂

taitanic

November 15, 2011

thank u for ur support 😀

ok i’m like u in some things like i ‘m really messy person my room is like a rubish ! haha 🙂 books at the floor clothes beside me at the bed accessoirize at the bed blablbla… housework yeah me 2! homework&revision for exams no honestly i do it but just try to encourage urself by for example writing what u have to do for today i guess i told u this before it seems to me that i told this to …

somebody in this od anyway.. include everything u have to do like h.w. studies or even what to do like callin someone anything … u ‘ll thick what u have done .. i tried it before & i guess it ‘ll work for u as it worked for me….ok i got negative thoughts 2 i dunno how to get rid of it i just don’t want it to have a space in my brain so i just try just try to neglect it & i don’t say it to..

anyone bec if this happens it ‘ll have a space in brain .. so don’t talk about it just ask god like i still do to get away from u this thoughts without even telling out loud what is it.. do u understand?! or u got confused with all this word sorry it’s too long! no reading ! i have a book from i guess 2009 &it’s not so big but i just am lazzy to read in the other hand i guess i love reading but…

i don’t read so i dunno what to tell u about this &writing a book?! woooww i got this idea once i started it but it was not good with me cause it was like same meaning of another book i read before so… ! but i find it so intresting &to encourage urseld i guess u can write first part here for people to tell u their opinions &suggestion& if u felt like it’s exciting why not to write it here &…

&sure on papers too !ok friends & family… i don’t stay lot of time with my parents but i guess we must both bec they are the ones that love us the most after god for sure.. ok i love trips but it differs from person to person so it’s okay.. i have zero confidence too but not like ur way of thinking i just don’t have confidence in my own opinion &my appearence….. ok one last thing i forgot ..

i forgot to tell u about that negative thoughts i guess it’s a normal thing but it may dissapear if u (i guess cause i didn’t try it yet but yeah it is ) ok if u read the bible like when u wake up& night everyday &pray to god about this thing ….hope it ‘ll work &i’ll try it too ! 😉 <3 sorry cause it’s too long…

I’m messy, lazy and my organisational habbits tend to be scatty, thats the way I like it. But after a certain point I NEED TO DO SOMETHING. Only you can change this which is difficult cos your stuck in a rut. Some of the stuff youve noted, are extremely important. Think of it like a pill you gotta swollow otherwise things will just pile up and suffocate you. Once its done, its done 🙂

miki.na

November 19, 2011

i hate trips 2!