Thoughts n’ More Thoughts
I’m sad. Seems like I’m always sad. Right now I can’t find the brighter side of life.
I just feel like life delivered me a huge can of whoop ass and I have yet to figure out why.
I think most of my happiness has been stripped away.
My friends don’t really talk to me much, even when I’m the one who starts things off. I know people lead busy lives. but it just seems like nobody has 2 minutes to listen to me or my woes…so I pent them all up and explode them on to my Diary. Which recently has painted a very negative picture of my life.
It’s my hope that anyone reading this, or my diary, knows that I was a happy person once, and I’d like to be one again, and I’m sorry if I have ever made anyone depressed with my ramblings.
I started another Diary yesterday. I guess it’s a suppliment to this one, it’s going to be used to record the things I do in World of Warcraft. I thought it would be fun(plus those that aren’t interested in the game wont have to hear me ramble about it here.) Who knows maybe it’ll inspire me to write…my drawing has taken a plunge and doesn’t make me happy right now, so maybe this will. My diary name there is Calyptica, if anyone is interested.
One of my favorites (Jenniger) had an awesome idea, and I think I’m going to yoink it…infact I am yoinking it……
What she did was asked her readers to come up with some ideas of things for her to take a picture of. Be as creative s you like and I’ll try my best to comply with my itty bitty camera.
Blessed Be
Pictures of a day in the life of you!
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Add away! 😀 I love finding more nerdy chicks <3 There aren't enough of us, and damnit, we need to stick together :D.
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RYN: Thank you for your thoughts and prayers. I really do appreciate it, so thank you again. And you use the word yoink…I use that word all the time. I’m constantly yoinking other peoples ideas.
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hmm.. if you’re anything like me.. listen to “footloose”. I can’t ever be completely sad (and motionless) if I’m listening to that song! 🙂 ~SB~
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I’m sorry to hear that you are feeling sad. I sure hope you feel better soon.
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Glad to hear that you’re better! 🙂
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I’m trying to avoid WOW… mainly cause I know I can easily get addicted and I want to finish school first. When I do I’m pretty sure Jon will take that opportunity to sign me up *sigh* 😉 Hope it works!
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Its a torn feeling to feel depressed and I’m sorry for that but try and look at the good things you have going for you. Always remember you have the people here at OD to chat with frequently if you need. Drop me a line and maybe we can exchange emails if you just want someone to talk to, let me know I’d be happy to chat. As for the picture idea I would say take one of something that
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creates a happiness inside you, a calmness that you loose yourself in. Have a sweet one!
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RYN: Thank you for the hugs.. I really needed those a lot. 🙂 Have a great day! ~SB~
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Something I always noticed was… friends that always were down got me down.. so I didn’t really make an effort to be around them BECAUSE of the downness of it all. That may sound really bad, but after trying and trying to lighten them up, and they just keep on putting a bad spin on everything… it’s actually exhausting! I hope this doesn’t all sound too mean.. just kinda truthful..cont..
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..cont.. so maybe starting off on a bright note and not laying in too heavily with woes will help your friends see everything they love about you again!!… and then after a nice communication is re-established.. h*ll half of the woes are gone then eh?… and the other half?.. well present them in spirts, and take comfort in their attempts to help you out. And let yourself be happy! 😀 YAY! ~SB~
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