11/10/07

I’m back again after a small hiadas(sp?)
Not much to report really though.
I still lead a boring  uneventful life.
My days consist of staying up beyond the witching hour and sleeping through the early part of the day, only to get up and go to a job that has sucked the social life right out of me.
I’ve lost touch with my friends.
I work at what feels like a go nowhere job.
I’ve fallen off the ladder of success only to land somewhere near the bottom.
My life seemed to be in a good stride. I had a job that allowed me to spend time with Colin, be socially active with friends and family, and allowed time for me, and household chores.
I still work at the same job but my hours have been shifted to ones that have left me with out social intereaction. I guess this is what I’m most sore about.
A large portion of the friends I have here are lucky enough to work Mon-Friday jobs, and when I did too, I had time to see them.  But now I work Friday to Tuesday, 3 in the afternoon to 11pm at night. This schedual doesn’t mesh with anyone.
I think my friends have almost forgotten me. Perhaps it’s better that way.

I shoul really stop being negative and depressing, but right now it’s so hard to get out of this rut.
Blessed Be