Every once in a while.

There’s a window of time where I am lucid and am able to see the massive wake of damage I have caused by not getting medicated and staying medicated.

During this window of time I’m extremely fragile and the slightest upset can shove me back into my insanity. I am afraid I won’t be able to stay strong before I get to Dr. A to get myself straightened out.

I’m staying off of social media except using this for therapy purposes.

I’m hoping work won’t blow me over the edge… I will work on myself being strong enough to handle any stress until I can get help.