Nobody

I’m alone again in the dark night. Searching for answers. Searching for the right songs.
I’m so wrong about everything. I’m truly a failure in my goals. I don’t now know where I want to be. I’m lost completely. A junkie to the person I am obsessed with. Damned my feelings again! They rule over me! I want to get you out! It’s not right. I’m not in control anymore. I wish you were here. I wish you’dd call so I can be alive once again just for a moment. I’m addicted to a person I can’t be with. God, help me! Save me, Lord! Answer to my prayers! I’m a sinner! I was wrong to do all these things! Help me find a way out!
Every night without you seams to be the coldest. I’m nobody without you. I’m nobody for three years. Maybe I was nobody my whole life.